Comfort

In a world of embroidered dignity,
I struggle to find a niche-
a soft corner to rest on,
a homely state,
a grounded estate,
an existing reward,
a breaking discord.
But a strenuous divide,
a painful survive,
a negligent droll.

Protection

Life grows

in this confinement

from a withered flower

to a domestic bloom.

A desideratum* 

for progression, 

a necessity

for survival,

an effort

for quiddity#

*something that is needed or wanted

#the inherent nature or essence of someone or something

Agony

The unfathomable agony
of a nuptial bond
where the two are tied
with the single strand-
the fibers of which
join them together,
the family, the friends,
the brothers and sisters
and yet the tenacity
is so strong that
it neither breaks
the fibers nor the strands

Me

Maniacal, aggressive, quietitudinal,
that is what I am.

I am the wind that blows,
the sky that moves
the music in the blaring horns
the grassy patches
around the road,
the sun that pierces
and soothes the skin;
the blooming of the spring:
and with it
the festering of the earth-
'the occurence of existence'

I am the timeless purity
the painful persistence
the oblivious existence
the unending -alive.

Smile

An unscruplous drug
that mitigates between
the human conscience
and reason.

Something all pervading
and yet deceptive.

It's happiness
that brings
beauty, peace solitude
An

And resolution
that brings destruction,
conflict
and eventual
happiness.

Convalascence

Years shattered by depression-
hiatus in the sequence
-a lost mind
wandering between two ends.
an enclosed entity-
a fitful expression,
a demonic persistence,
a gameful world.
a conniving ghost
a deceptive life
an unknown self
a solitudinal existence.
a loveless demeanor
a heartless endeavour
a painful reason
a successful convalescence.

Inferno

The firm iron legs
of the hospital beds,
have a resolute stance
about them.
There is no beginning,
nor any end:
the perpetual oscillation
of spectral humans
speak of the unending agony
of human existence.
The fruit of knowledge
has destroyed us all
with its essence;
And it's presence
pervades our sustainence.